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Live to be loved

I don’t think ive ever stopped and gave myself a highfive for getting out of a toxic relationship.

I don’t think i’ve yet recognized I was even in one.

I know I was in one. 

But its hard to think YOU could be betrayed by someone you loved with your all.

It hurts right through the bone!

Straight through the freaking bone…

I’m speechless…

Lately, I’ve had nothing to say.

But its because I’ve felt weird…

That’s the only way I can explain it…

I’ve felt stupid.

How could I ever put myself in a sitiation like that?!

We can be so nieve at moments…

We want things to work out the way they do in our heads…

Some people just want to love and be loved…

That’s all I’ve ever wanted…

I just want to love

I want to live in a world filled with love…

Love is the greatest happiness of all…

Well…to me.

I’ll never feel truly loved

That’s completely ruined for me.

All I can do now, is try and make my own happiness and accept it…

I currently have my happiness

Now I just have to own it, appreciate it and accept it!

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Yes, i did just write an angry blog about you!

Nobody Cares. Nobody Cares. Nobody Cares. Nobody Cares. Nobody Cares!
That’s how I feel right now.
I feel like everyone should know what I’m Thinking and feeling without telling them.
My brain is going wild!
So many thoughts, so many feelings.
I’m slowly going crazy!
But on a serious note.
I don’t know why but i honestly feel like you should know
what I’m thinking at all times.
24 fucking 7.
Apparently you don’t!
You like to trigger every possible anxiety i have in my body!
I would think of all people you would know what to say
and what not to say by now.
Apparently not!
I would think you would do everything you possibly could
to prevent me from having a panic attack.
That’s how i feel.
That plus Frustration.
You frustrate me!
I’m, frustrated because your frustrated
With me!
I cant help it.
Just leave me alonnnnnnnnnnnne!
You cant win?
Suck it!
Suck it!
Suck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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