So im not a very good writer, but i use my blogs as a way to express myself, to overcome the obsticles life has thrown at me. I dont care if you judge me, cause i know people do…but honestly i dont give a crap, im doing whats best for me, and thats expressing myself to recovery! a little backround of what my blog mostly consist of: i was in abusive relationship physically and mentally when i was 15, which lead to my pregnancy at 15 and the birth of my son at 16. The death of my mother at 18. Dealing with my drug addict father who could careless about anybody but himself, and left after my mothers death. And being a 23 year old military spouse with 3 kids 7, 3, and 1 to a recently deployed soldier. Anxiety, depression, lack of emotion and personality, my road to recovery is beginning! I know its a long road but i believe i have the strength and determination to see it through. Thank you for reading, your feedback and encouraginig words inspire me to keep doing what im doing, and thats speaking out to help inspire others in similar situations!


6 thoughts on “C.Payne

  1. Paula says:

    You’re doing exactly what I wish I had done years ago. 🙂

  2. Wow, what a journey. It feels comforting to know I’m not alone and comforting to know others out there ‘get it’ and have been through shit, even though I wouldn’t wish it upon them. Love.

    • cpaynelove says:

      thank you I really appreciate you reading, its comforting to me as well that im not the only one who feels abnormal at times, I wouldn’t wish anything ive gone through upon anybody either but sometimes I wish people who didnt know how it felt could open theres eyes a bit and see that bad things do happen, instead of thinking were all a bunch of crazies haha

  3. Just to let you know I nominated you for the sisterhood of the world bloggers! Hope you decide to do it! Xoxo 🙂

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