I’ve been feeling a little off lately
Sorry I’ve been writing…
Just not pressing send…
Sorry…. I’ve been a tad uncomfy lately
there I go again, almost repeating myself
because i’m uncomfortable.
I’ll never feel comfortable…
Everything is a facade….
Everything is fake….
I’m holding on by a string
but never take me seriously
unless i tell you to…
just super dramatic
but it’s because
I want to be super dramatic.
I don’t know what to do with myself..
haha besides wash my hands….
(laughing out loud) I literally just want to wash my hands
That’s my fucking defense…
All I can do is laugh!
I hate how in tune I am with life
And how stupid I feel!
I really wish I didn’t understand.
My guard is so stupid.
There is nothing wrong with me
Everything I feel is left over change…
It’s something that should be stuck in the couch!
I need to get over myself.
NO ONE IS GOING TO HURT ME ANYMORE!
Everything left…is just life…
I honestly hope its life….
I can’t take anymore surprises!