For once i’m having no thoughts.
I don’t feel good nor bad.
I’m in limbo right now
defiantly a strange feeling.
I honestly don’t like it one bit!
I feel super uncomfy.
I miss my mom right now
but at the same time I feel super content.
I hate literally my whole teenage years
well lack of.
but its been so long!
Then again, life shouldn’t of happened so early.
My life is passing by so quickly.
I’m falling to pieces mentally
but I’m going through stages when I catch myself
and I stop myself.
I seriously stop myself (puke)
I’m clearly not as insane as I think I am
but that’s the problem.
I want one or the fucking other.
Whats more fucked up then feeling crazy…
Is not knowing whether your actually crazy.
My secret is, I know i am.
I just know how to control it.
Is that possible?
Does that make me more crazy?
Like what am i?
Can someone please tell me they go through the same phases of life….