Illegally Insane


I know i act like i’m okay

I want to feel okay

I’m psyching myself out to feel okay 

but im not….

I miss my mom.

I miss my life.

I miss myself.

I wonder what life could’ve been. 

You only have one life. 

and i feel like i’m not where i want to be. 

I want be where I thought i’d be by now!

I had tons of goals.

and they all went out the window 

but they went out the window 

because of my anxiety

my depression 

my PTSD………..

i’m gone.

i’m no longer know myself.

I don’t even know myself anymore.

I don’t even think my husband does…..

I no longer have words for how i feel.


and drunk ;P

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