I know i act like i’m okay
I want to feel okay
I’m psyching myself out to feel okay
but im not….
I miss my mom.
I miss my life.
I miss myself.
I wonder what life could’ve been.
You only have one life.
and i feel like i’m not where i want to be.
I want be where I thought i’d be by now!
I had tons of goals.
and they all went out the window
but they went out the window
because of my anxiety
i’m no longer know myself.
I don’t even know myself anymore.
I don’t even think my husband does…..
I no longer have words for how i feel.
IM FOREVER LOST!
and drunk ;P