Lately I’ve been feeling some sort of way.
I can’t even describe it, well beside saying the word…..ANXIETY.
But you guys hear that enough.
I constantly feel like throwing up.
I can feel it intensifying.
My schedule has constantly been changing.
I’m slowly becoming detached and honestly don’t care.
But yet I care about everything
I’m over it…..!
I’m constantly filled with guilt.
Yet there’s nothing to confess.
I’m constantly paranoid.
Yet i know there’s nothing to worry about.
Why has my life gone in this direction?
Why am I letting it go in this direction?
I’m slowly going crazy, i’m completely losing my mind.
I don’t show it, but I always feel it, in every bone in my body and every ounce of my soul.
I believe this will never end.
I refuse to come to terms with that.
My life isn’t bad, My heart knows that.
But when will my mind?
Hey everyone! i know i’m so random with the post lately, and when i say lately i really mean for like the last 3 years I’ve been writing haha! but I would really appreciate it if you guys would come like my crochet page on facebook, it would totally help me out bunches ;D please like and share, HEY! maybe even buy ;P also follow me on instagram @cpaynelove…THANKS 😀