I don’t know if i’m caring too much
I’m caring too little
I’m going crazy missing my mother
And my anxiety is going absolutely insane
I’m increasingly becoming more paranoid about death
And decreasing my love for society
I’m ready for the results I’ve been searching for
I’m absolutely yearning for the must needed change i’m constantly talking about
I know nothing is wrong with me
But i constantly feel like I need something
Something is missing
It could just be the presence of my mother
or my lack of sensibility
Why can’t i wake up now?
Why can’t I have my cake and eat it too?