I wanna cuddle with my mommy
So very bad
I want her with me
Right this second
Its the 4th year this year
Since her passing
I just want her to come home to me
It never gets easier
You can only forget for so long
I hate having to remind myself everyday That she’s gone
I hate this
The sadness of her passing
Pierces my soul
I constantly feel cold
I’m so bitter around this time of year
My anger takes over
And you better pray you don’t get into its path
I hate the holidays
Today is thanksgiving
And do you know what I’m thankful for?
Bring my mother back
And maybe ill show some appreciation.
I have nothing going for me without her
Completely nothing !
ok confession, i wrote this a couple of days ago obvi on thanksgiving.
I reread this and i believe its a good blog, but its an anxiety blog.
I will admit I AM thankful for a lot!
My husband being home.
[yes i just literally put friend as in the single form cause i apparently have 1 friend]
[[which I’m totally ok with haha]]
and I’m thankful for my health
I may not be sane mentally
But I’m happy I’m healthy physically
[well as far as i know]
I know I’m a bitter person
But that’s not who i am
I’m trying to change!