My Happily Ever After
[Yes, i know I’m a cornball…but he’s worthy of it]
So it feels so good to have Chris back!
Yes! you read that right
Hes freaking back!!!
I’m so happy my feelings are unbearable to control!
i feel like sometimes i forget how much i love him.
The distance forces me to distant my emotions.
But i think Ive always been that way.
Ive always been so independent when it comes to guys
I do my own thing and i let them do theres
as long as i know hes coming home to me I’m fine.
I think I’m like that so when they leave me
Its not as hard
Its sad old habits never die!
I’m married now
I should be clingy as fuck for like the first 2 years haha
I’m not gonna lie though
This deployment was hard
but i kicked its ass
It honestly went super super fast
This year is just one big giant freaking blurr.
I say i would do it again
But I’m just ecstatic to have him back for now
and I’m going to soak in every minute i have with him until he gets a job.
I love him so much!
Hes truly the love of my life!!
My mother would be so proud
I think she would adore the fuck out of him!
and our kids.
This deployment would’ve been so much easier with her help and guidance
Which my grandmother [my mothers mom]
filled that position.
She used to be kinda stand offish to me and my sisters
Never expressed her love
But once my mother died, i think she cherishes us more.
I love her this way
She the best grandmother in the whole entire world
I just wish i could have it both ways
My loving grandmother and my amazing big hearted mother
Unfortunately i guess that sounds too good to be true for my life.
I can never have anything good
I’m surprised Chris has even stuck around this long.