Sometimes i wish that i was a mean nasty person like my dad.
Sometimes i just hate the fuck out of people.
I wish i could tell people like it is.
Giving them a fucking wake up call!
You know, just punch them in the face!
But i cant
Because i fortunately i was brought up like my mother.
Loving, caring, generous, a people person….ya know!
Sometimes i just wanna be like fuck the world
and do my own thing.
I wanna tell people off.
I wanna be able to curse you out so bad
that you don’t respond cause your so intimidated.
Life would be so much better
If i didn’t keep so many thoughts in.
Tell people that i dislike my thoughts and feelings.
I wish i had that eff the world attitude!
I may seem like a bad ass on the outside
but that’s because i want people to think i have that
“fuck the world attitude!!”
I want people to be intimidated!
I fucking hate people!
I hate talking to them!
I hate being around them!
I love being in my little shell.
With no worries.
Not wondering what people are thinking
That gives me so much unnecessary anxiety!
AHHH!!!! FUCK EVERYTHING!
DONT MIND ME, IM JUST BEING BIPOLAR, YOU ALL KNOW YOU THINK LIKE THIS EVERY NOW AND THEN ;D