Before my husband leaves for any military thing
I realize i often distance myself in a way.
My mind tells me, it’ll help to process the fact that he’ll be gone for a while
but in reality
It doesn’t, not one bit! It actually makes it much much worst.
I don’t know if its just me
Cause i know a lot of milso’s are very clingy
but not i, i know there has to be others out there like me
Getting secretly anxious
Locking yourself in your room
Sitting wondering, “when the fuck are they gonna leave already?!”
Yeah well that’s me.
I just wanna get it done and over with as soon as possible
with the least emotion a person could possibly emote.
I honestly should ask him if that bothers him.
I know people handle situations differently
and i wonder if he ever feels like
he got stuck with a defective wife!
I swear maybe i should be the man of this relationship.
The only wife type trait he got was my nagging haha
He couldn’t of possibly fell in love with that.
Anyways to get back on track
For those of you gals that are like me
don’t distance yourself.
You’ll end up regretting it
EVERY SINGLE TIME and EVERY SINGLE DAY!
that’s why your mind is constantly running around wondering
does he still love me?
will he come home to me?
i hope he doesn’t leave me!
because you didn’t get that little bit of clarification before he left.
all because you were too stubborn
to accept the fact that he has orders
that you can do nothing about!
JUST ACCEPT IT ND MOVE ON!