Constantly feeling lost.
I would be lying, if i told you..i didn’t feel that way every now and again.
Its the worst feeling you could possibly feel.
Its as if, someone kidnapped you
Stuck you in the middle of woods at night
Without a flashlight.
Without a map.
Without any knowledge of where you are.
and just told you to find you way back.
Its not easy
Not one bit.
and I’m still trying to find my way back.
Its been 6 years.
But every now and then
My mind decides to rest
in a peaceful place
and sometimes it could stay there for
hours, days, weeks, sometimes even months.
but eventually it has to start searching again.
I don’t know what for!
I don’t know why it cant stay where its at.
but its searching for something
i don’t know.
But i know its ready to be free of these thoughts
and the faster it can find my way back home
the faster it can ease itself.
I’m ready to be eased
This cold dark place my mind sends me.
I’m not that kind of person
and i hate that it makes me feel this way.
I swear I’m not crazy!