Life on Standby

Its about that time of year again.
My body is
trembling in anxiousness and fear.

Will this be the
year?

The year this feeling finally goes
away.

Will i ever feel normal
again?

Will i ever stop having these crazy thoughts
of HEARTBREAK and HATE!

And especially
DEATH!

these thoughts consume my entire
life.

not one day goes by without thinking of
them.

Its beginning to be too much.
Too
much to deal with.

And too much to live
with.

I constantly live in fear.
And
whats the point of living in fear.

Living in fear is hardly
living at all.

Im technically dying in
fear.

HEARTBREAK, HATRED, and
DEATH!

There slowly killing me.
It may
not look like it on the outside.

But on the inside im almost
dead.

Its dark and gloomy inside my
body.

Just by looking at me you wouldnt know i was a
HEARTLESS BITCH!

But i dont show it, in fear
of…

HEARTBREAK, HATRED, and DEATH!

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