Grown at 15

And this is the last picture i have left of my what seems “normal” life.
Honestly, it probably wasnt even that normal
I could actually be pregnant here
but still this is before the abuse
Before the death of my mother
Before the reality of life
Before this god damn deployment!
This is when all i wanted to do was smile
My school was good, my friends were good, my family was good
Life was good!
I wont say, i would love to go back in time and change things.
But i do wish i held on that feeling of normalcy a little longer.

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